I Just Can't Seem to Do Anything Right

I try, and I try, but I just can't seem to do anything right.

I lost Campbells 70 Dollar wig.... I literally retraced all of my steps today... I redrove everywhere I was. I walked, skipped jumped, hopped, and shimmied everywhere. Still no wig.

How could I have misplaced something so unusual as a wig...

My family is getting angry with me. I'm getting angry that they keep cussing. They apparently think I'm an idiot. "That's not a cuss word (D... S... A... all not cuss words....) ". F...... F... is a cuss word. I don't understand. If one is a cuss word what are all the rest, happy words?

Bah anyways. I love my family but they are too wrapped up in everything else. I need to wrap myself up in them but it seems like everytime I try to grab hold of the blanket that is my family, they seem to push me away but saying I'm ignorant, or I just "don't think."

I may be bubble headed sometimes. I may lose things, but I can guarantee you that I will not rest mentally about that object until I find it and or have looked so much that... it is stupid and or just hypocrital to just keep looking.

Pray for me everyone who reads this. That I may go to college and be on my own. Pray that I can get out of the house, and better yet... that I don't have to burden my parents with some huge bill they have to pay. I feel kind of self-centered asking such things of you. Those are my wants and needs right now.

Hello world, here I am.