[Perception]

Sunday, February 26, 2006

March 26th

The date is set. Sunday. Early Service.

Farmers Branch Church of Christ.

It's going to be swell.

You Should Come.

Gonna Be a Grand Ole Time.

Haha, No Really...

Wasn't Kidding.

Friday, February 24, 2006

Spontenaity

the world isn't based on scripts or premium malt beverages

it takes a big man to make the little man realize he really is little

you're not late until you get there, so for now, savor the moment.

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

Weird Day

My friend just got a weird financial situation dropped in their lap.

My night last night was weird.

I had a dream... a very unpleasant one.

My mother was franticly pacing back and forth by a window, which she kept looking out. It was a gloomy night, it was raining lightly on the window in front of which she was pacing. The only light outside the window was that of the street light halfway down the street. I heard the phone ring and I heard the conversation. Apparently my older brother had been decapitated, and had loss a drip of blood, and my mom was to go down to the morgue and identify the body. A hearse comes speeding down the street and screeches to a stop in front of our house. My mom runs out and jumps into the car and tehy tear off as i chase her inthe rain, i see my mail box in the middle of my view and i wake up as i hear the car slowly fading into the distance.

Weird and hopefully never a true dream.

Very interesting. Almost cartoon like in nature and how everything happened.

You are what you say, and how you act on such.

Thursday, February 16, 2006

M I C to the M I P to the Oh I C

Well, Shattered Dreams just got a whole lot more interesting. :) And we like interesting, don't we kids. Anyways.

Over that weekend, four lucky contestants decided to chance (that we know of) themselves with alcohol and the law. Saddly, the four lucky contestants weren't able to beat that law, and were caught, cuffed, and ticketed.

Sounds like the typical weekend here in the Carrollton Area. Heh. *Rolls Eyes*

You would think that is you were a lead in a program called "Shattered Dreams" that was an anti-drinking and driving program, you might use a little more sense and or have the self control to be able to not drink and drive for a month. A month isn't too much to ask for something like that. That's like fasting, or changing your diet, not that big of a deal. Of course it will be and would be extremely hard if it were a bad habit, but if such a thing was the case, why did you join the program?

Anyways. Shattered Dreams. New Script. New Angle. New Shooting Schedule. They took my idea, instead of the same outline they have had for several years, which makes me kind of excited, but at the same time, I'm a little down beacuse they took some key things that made my designs mine out, but I understand that for anything and everything in the world to get done, someone has to give in somewhere and at this present time, too much drama I wasn't giong to make anymore.

Long story short. New Film, Main Characters are being changed. Hebron Kids are getting antsy. Teaching Staff is getting annoying (Not turners, and in all of this I just have to say, I love my principal, without him, and his understanding of how people work and his huge heart... we would really be up the creek.) and the team leaders bickering at one another, I might say that this whole Shattered Dreams thing is functioning like one big happy family... heh.

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

Appetite - Hungry Grab a Bible

Yea, i will refrain from going like, "all out" into a bible rant, but I have never in my life been able to realize how much you can learn from a book that was published over 2000 years ago.

Published to me is when a work is written down. When it frist seeps its way onto the page from the artists' (or in this case the writers, whom is an artist) fingers onto the paper, it is published in my book. Although this information is pretaining to varying aspects of life, death, this that and the other. It's all very insightful.

I reccomend you check one out at your local library if you get a chance, even if you don't believe, just reading some of the stories can be very liberating. (Or so I have heard, I'm a believer so I can't really say that with first hand knowledge but I have heard as such.)

Saturday, February 11, 2006

Definition : Unknown

Jermey Camp, Good CD, Stay.

So I have learned a good little bit thanks to a pretty good friend of mine.

I was able to I think help my mom a little bit emotionally last night with a few versus. Phillipians 4 : 6-7. Great versus for someone who doesn't know where to go next. Helped me out a lot too.

Anyways.

First time I have quoted bible versus... ever...

Weird.

Thursday, February 09, 2006

Hello

Talking of Michaelangelo.

The Love.

Great.

:) Good Days rock my socks.

Begin.

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

Something comprehensive.

Nothing Ambiguous this time.

Something for everyone to understand. The few who decide to trek here every so often.

Right now, I'm working on getting everything ready for college, I'm stressed with work, I'm stressed with clubs at school, I'm stressed with organizations at school, as well as a little confused with a lot of the stuff that is giong on at school regarding physics and stat. I need to finish some art work pieces that are overdue, and I need to stop saying this is my first painting.. that is no excuse to be almost a week late.

Things to work on.
Getting more hours at work.
Getting better grades in Stat and Physics.
Getting better insight into my time schedule.
Getting better at life.

Not saying I fail, just saying I have room for improvement.

Health isn't fun, but it's got to be done.

Down the health road I go.

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

Sediment

Cowboys. Indians.

Graphics. Paintings.

Ideas. Absence

Paid for. Billed.

People don't get it and it bothers me. They were given that. GET IT. They WORKED for that. I can go where I want too, and right now that is the stars. I can go where I want to, and that's none too far. Nothing's impossible, except what you say might fall through. So set your mind free, and walk on water, because if the sky is the limit, find a horse to get you there.

Saddle Bags empty. Fill them as you go. There is nothing you need remember, it will come as you go.

World. Edit. Smiles.

Hello, here I come.

Cheese.

Sunday, February 05, 2006

The last day of the rest of my life

I like that better than the first day than the rest of my life, because it's something not everyone says.

I'm in an ok mood.

Best Buy needs to go places. It's work at the end of the day and I have to and need to do it, but I wish it were more fun, and that they wouldn't change company policy on me while I'm away... sucks for me... I think not.

Video Editing. My life.. Fun :)

Thursday, February 02, 2006

Down

Droopy. Happy. Sad.

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

Shattered Dreams - Mine are Shattering....

What to do, what to do.
Go where the heart is.
I like Hamlet. Even though it takes me a little longer to understand Shakespear.... I love the truth.
Hamlet is dry if you boil it down.

I love society, and closed minded people. They make me laugh.
:) I smile because I keep an open mind about almost everything.
He needs to go to jail and he should be tried for attempted murder they rave at the idiot box.
Sigh. Society. A beautiful thing to watch.
God invented the ten foot pole for something,
It was invented for people like me to keep society at a distance,
Only thing is you can only press at one point, sooner or later the latter oozes down the sides,
Tainting your hands and arms with thoughts of numbness.

Uninspiration struck me over the past few days.
I shooed it off with a little mind numbing music under a dull light.
I like my painting.
It makes me happy.
The smells of acrylic melt in my head.
Mmm.... Toast.

Dime.