tick Tock

tick Tock, the goes the clock of life. Hello says the moon. There is nothing here for you says the little boy with the spoon, and his mother raps him on the head.

Society and nursery rhyms....

Acceptance... or Acception...

I got accepted. Does that mean that after my acception, I should accept? I now feel lost. Motivational speaker, preacher, someone who talks to people when they are down...

Lost and confused and wishing I could change the world and go back a day, and do the things another day. Wish I could turn back the tables. Meh, life's good.

Direction: Denied

Something you don't do.
It's just something that shouldn't happen.

"This is Bull - s***. If you don't get out on that stage right now, don't bother wasting my time tomorrow night or the next."

You never squelch the innocent. You never silence the needy.
Someone squelched the innocent.

5 Minutes today, can mean two years tomorrow. How can someone recover from such a harsh bit of force.... placed so precisely that even the wind caused by the motion of a single human hair, could cause fatality?

Drained

I feel Drained. I feel horrible. Voice scratchy. Heart up and down on the number of beats per minute.

Suessical the Musical. It's going to be a grand ole show. Should it be fast, or should it be slow? I need to figure out the way in which the act, for tomorrow night is the night I shall impact.
Create a curtain, a blanket of happiness, assembly a void of forget in some unsuspecting person's life.

A Smile, a Chuckle, something that will turn their day times two. A tear or two might be kinda nice too.

Suessical the Musical. It's going to be a grand ole show. I really wish you could go...

I really wish this show were over.

I Just Can't Seem to Do Anything Right

I try, and I try, but I just can't seem to do anything right.

I lost Campbells 70 Dollar wig.... I literally retraced all of my steps today... I redrove everywhere I was. I walked, skipped jumped, hopped, and shimmied everywhere. Still no wig.

How could I have misplaced something so unusual as a wig...

My family is getting angry with me. I'm getting angry that they keep cussing. They apparently think I'm an idiot. "That's not a cuss word (D... S... A... all not cuss words....) ". F...... F... is a cuss word. I don't understand. If one is a cuss word what are all the rest, happy words?

Bah anyways. I love my family but they are too wrapped up in everything else. I need to wrap myself up in them but it seems like everytime I try to grab hold of the blanket that is my family, they seem to push me away but saying I'm ignorant, or I just "don't think."

I may be bubble headed sometimes. I may lose things, but I can guarantee you that I will not rest mentally about that object until I find it and or have looked so much that... it is stupid and or just hypocrital to just keep looking.

Pray for me everyone who reads this. That I may go to college and be on my own. Pray that I can get out of the house, and better yet... that I don't have to burden my parents with some huge bill they have to pay. I feel kind of self-centered asking such things of you. Those are my wants and needs right now.

Hello world, here I am.

Worst of the Best

I got yelled at by my dad today.

Today is literally no jokes, the best day of my life.
I'm happy.
I'm upbeat.
I was cool calm and collective.

I'm going to be successful in life.
Sucess is happiness.
I feel weird because I saw people today I used to think differently of and now, I'm indifferent.

I opened my eyes today.
Today is the best day of my life.

Yay Rarh.

Not Necessarily

Writing is fun.

God. Truth. Passion. Faith. Four things I want to discover within myself over the next year. Part of me is scared, but everything else eggs me on and bellows; "Could be fun."

Look out world. Here I am.

Surprise.

Hello. Good Evening. Good Night.

Sorry to dampen your spirits, but I'm not going anywhere unless I choose it.

Smiles have wings.... Did you know that?

Red is the color of Passion, and it covers the world today with sorrow.

Time to wash the Sheets, and turn the padding.

The pen is Mightier. The pen will always prevail.

My Weapon of Choice: Quill.

My bastion: God.

Go Team.

I Am.


In a random mood, writing what comes to mind, maybe someone might get inspired from what I rant on about. *Shrugs*

The Second Rebirth

There was a time when I used to believe. I used to believe in msyelf. I used to believe that in msyelf I was all I would ever need. A time when in myself, I was all I would ever want. There was a time when in me was everything and anything I would ever yearn for. That time has past. Hello Tomorrow.

This picture is accurate for the description that I am planning to lay out over myself. I have killed off everyone in my life before, my friends my family, my passion's my desires, and it was somewhat for the good once. Once I was a monster. Once I was nothing and once I was everything. Now, I know better. The world of today, written in text is a bastion of foul and and lost peoples, some peoples are not foul and or lost, they stand alone and have others gander at them and gawk at them; these are the proud few who have found what they were in search of, the few who understand what they were looking for. They are different. So they must be bad... right? They are unique... so they can't be funny... right? They are divine.... so they can't be fun... right? How shallow a world is painted though the window that has no end in every living room. How sad a bastion it coats the world in. There is no remorse for such trechery. There is no reality outside that which is painted in the box. How sad and wicked this little object is... how sad and belitting...

Save the world. Turn off your T.V.

Spilling the world one cup at a time, hoping to cause the masses to understand; Truth.

Ta

Enlightenment

The world through my eyes is one that is not easily explained. I am different. I am me. I am unique. I want. I need. I yearn. I am here and I want to be here. So that is something that sets me apart from other people. I want to find God. I want no doubt. I want to get baptised again. I want to make sure I'm doing it for me, and not for other reasons. I want to go to anywhere and everywhere I can. I need to place my feet where I want to go.

The World as I know it: Beautiful.